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Who says that men are the only heart breakers?
Songs, books, movies: the woman always has her heart broken.
But look at this, I'm a heart breaker, too, yet completely and totally female. Interesting?
My mother once told me to be careful who the first person you kiss is because you're giving them your innocence. Dude that was the first guy I crushed! And he was older than me by like 4 years! Then a friend told me to be careful who I have sex with first because there's an instant emotional attachment. Damn, I dumped his ass the next day and I just can't believe that people think women are all such frail creatures needing protection from heartbreaking men. Look out world! Men need protection from me.

One of these days I'm going to have to watch my tongue because that perfect guy will come along.....


But that probably won't be until I've had St. Peter to compare him with you follow me?

done

How sad when you want to post a journal about random things so you lack a title.

So the most perfect guy on the face of the earth turns out to be a douche bag (not really new there but still ironic), my parents won't let me visit my own sister, I feel like my younger sister legitimately doesn't love me, my friends have dates and I don't (very new twist of fate in the cosmos), I have tests until may 24th (YAY!! (( ) and my personal favorite, I'm too indulgent for my own good yet I don't understand people pleasers. How's that for twisted??

Thinking back and looking back at some of my old art and I again realize something- I have a fascination with the way a female body curves. It can be likened to the asthetics of a finely designed building. The flow of the skin over every bone, joint, and muscle is so beautifully designed.

it makes me wonder how guys can be gay....
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just a thought

In any case, I noticed that in my art, whenever there is a nude female, she is by no means in a soldier's pose. I draw her in such a way that the curves can be shown off just a bit. The beauty is in the movement of the body even in a still-frame. Fascinating

I don't know how to spell rem...reminiscing?.... so a different title.

I was looking back through my gallery, and I've been on dA a long time. I'm proud to see my art has improved slightly, but i'm sad to see how much inspiration I've lost.

It is grim and bleek to think of the future, look back, and realize how much past there is behind you. My birthday is coming up and all i can think about is how fast time has flown by, and how scared I am to grow up, how unprepared I feel, how much I'm going to miss my family, and how much I want it all to just stop.

Life must continue, so we should just make memories, because that's all that will be left when it is all over.